I released and let go a job and occupation that was no longer serving me and I was no longer serving. What you don’t hear in that sentence is the 25 year relationship I had with my occupation. What was my occupation? Funny I should ask myself this; 25 years and I never once truely owned my livelihood. I was a human service case manager. I had stints in mental health, SAMI and Child Welfare. I never took the relationship further- wouldn’t or couldn’t commit to getting an M.S.W. I wouldn’t step up to supervision. I was unfaithful. Every few years I would have an affair. Guilt plagued me. I knew in my heart I was beating a dead horse. It was when I realized the only battle going on was in my head and heart I was able to say this is enough: I am leaving you. I wish the best for you, Yoiu are perfect just the way you are. Namaste Rebecca Meigs.